SToRM SiGNaLS

It is raining today, I thought that there's no storm but to my surprise, there is really a storm, and I didn't expect that its name is connected again to someone. I even noticed that this day was full of memories, from the time I went to church up to the name of the storm. And the storm (its name) signals everything- the memories and the person.

What's the meaning of these events??!! Do they really mean anything?? Or is it just me thinking, imagining and putting meaning with those unexpected things?!

Have you ever been inLOVE?

It's Sunday so I went to church this morning. And I didn't expect that the homily would hit me (tagos talaga!). The priest asked, "have you all ever been inlove?". There were some people who raised their hands but I didn't, not that I'd never been. I just wanted to keep it all to myself. Then he stated the experiences and emotions of a person inlove. I couldn't help reminiscing the old days. I got teary-eyed because I miss those days especially the person.

He was right when he said that when you are inlove, you will give everything to have that person. One will also sacrifice for the sake of another, for the sake of one's happiness even if it means that it will hurt you.

That's LOVE, whether you like it or not, it will come in your way at the time when you least expected and only you, YOURSElF will be the one to decide if you will go or not, if you will take the risk or if you are ready to sacrfice everything for LOVE.

RolleR CoasteR Ride

It happened again, and I really really hate on what's happening. I got scared that I can't even tell it to my family. I really thought that after I took my meds, it will all goes back to normal but it wasn't. Worst of all, that motion sickness relapsed. I don't like the feeling, as if I am on a roller coaster ride and I feel that as if I am falling, can't hardly breathe and I feel that any moment, there will be total darkness!

Today, it already happened for 3 times and I really don't know what to do. My training will start on Monday and I still have this motion sickness, how I wish it won't happen when I already have a duty in the hospital.

I know that sometimes,I want to be sick so that someone will take care of me. But for now, oh please, I don't want, because I'm having a training. I will be more happy if the one who goes back, the one who relapse is he and not this sickness. I know that if that thing happens, I am on a roller coaster ride again, and for sure I will going to enjoy that ride. =)

ALL About the BLOG

Whoaaa, I really have a hard time thinking what will be my first entry in my new blog. So to begin with, I decided to introduce my blog to everyone. =)

In my life, there are things that come and go in my way but still they add meaning into my life, they helped me to grow and to be who I am now and just like this blog, it contains pictures,name or any other things that convey meanings into my life.

I wanna share you some of them. The first one: my names which are frozenpeach and milkypeach. The word peach comes from my ym account and it is also a name of the 2cartoon characters named "wedding peach" and "sailormoon". Frozen because before, I am really cold to people and also because I was hurt before and I turned myself into an ice. Milky because that was what my friend used to call me and also it became more meaningful that it was a part of a song, a song that was made for me.

The next one is the color which is yellow (yellow yan!). That is really my favorite color.

And the last one is the template itself with words such as missing you. I really miss that someone, i really don't know what to do. Eventhough, I already told that I will focus myself into something, still, I can't get that someone out of my mind. All I can do is just to think, thinking what is that someone doing now, what do that someone feels, what is the plan of that someone...

So that's it, this is what my blog means... =)