StiLL PuReLy Innocent

You Are 65% Pure

You're pretty pure, and you have no plans on changing that. You do have a devilish side though... and it will probably get the better of you.

The 100 Question Purity Test

Just got this from one of my friends. I enjoyed the test. Now I know that I'm still pure- pure as white..still purely innocent!!!

Somehow you’ll remember

Somehow you’ll remember
The time we first encounter
We had lots of memories together
But they were all gone forever

Somehow you’ll remember
Simple things you used to do
From the songs you played
And from the words you once shared

Somehow you’ll remember
Weird moments I’ve done for you
They were all new
So that it wont make you feel blue

We might be miles away
Go on our separate ways
Time will pass
Our lives will eventually change

But,somehow you’ll remember us
That started with a simple “hi”
ended with a painful “goodbye”
And we’ll be apart from each other FOREVER.

Absent on Duty

Yesterday,I didn't go on duty because I was convinced by my co-trainee not to go. Instead of facing the oldy staff nurses on pm shift, the three of us were absent,the two of us just played badminton together with the OR staff nurses and our other co-trainee which was assigned in the ER. And the other one who was so sure that she would go on a duty just went out on a date. And so,the ICU/CCU area didn't have trainees yesterday. I wonder what would the staff nurses were thinking at that time. hehe..

Anyway, I enjoyed the day. It has been a long time since I played badminton and my body's aching huhu.. I just hope that the badminton schedule with my close friend (as in my friend,neighborhood,HS classmate batchmate,college classmate batchmate) will come to a reality and not only on SKETCH. hehe

Happy HORSE

At last, I already saw a "happy horse". Last Thursday, one of my co-trainees invited us to have some fun in his dorm(meaning inuman hehe) because he couldn't think of anything to do and so he wanted us to accompany him.

And so that was my first time to see a happy horse bottle. It was really smiling. The face of the horse was fat and red is the color of the back of the bottle.

I got drunk easily. As usual, the reactions were the same such as palpitations, redness and difficulty of breathing. And I even vomitted, the worst of it is that I vomitted at the side of the road (kahiya talaga!). It was surprising that I got home in my condition. And when I got home, I vomitted again at our restroom not being noticed by my parents.

Going home alone in this condition was really scary, you may not know what will happen and so I won't drink again. I won't drink when I don't have a company to take me home.hehe...

I really want to drink, to experience all kinds of beverages but those didn't like me.. =)

On The Spot Decision

It's really hard to choose between two things especially if it needs an immediate decision, one may doubt if the decision made is right or wrong like in this situation:

Last Tuesday, there was a cesarean case in the DR area, the baby was a pre-term,he was really small and his heart rate was below the normal range. The doctor told the team that the baby needs to be in the intensive care unit with all the equipments needed such as the oxygen and other stuffs but the doctor didn't give any assurance that the baby will survive. They talked to the father about the condition of his child, and the father decided not to continue with all the process. How sad that he gave up on his child.

That time, I'm thinking about the reasons why the father chosed to give up the child, first one is that there is no assurance, second is the expenses-it costs a lot of money, and then if the baby will survive, later on we may not know if there will be complications as he grow older...At the other side of my mind, if there is a mean, the father should not give up. He doesn't have the right to give up the life of the child without even fighting,without even trying..

I can't blame the father about his decision, maybe for him that's the best for both of them-the parents and the child. Maybe for the father, it is the right decision at that time.

Whoaaa, it's hard to make decisions especially when you have to choose between the two..

How about you, If you were in his situation, and you should decide right at that moment, will you go or not? will you fight (even if there is no assurance) or will you give up?

-> It can also be apply in LOVE..hehe LOL LOL LOL LOLZ

SoMeone's Waiting FoR YoU

When I heard this song last night, I remembered my elementary days..As far a I could remember,we sang it during those days... =)

Be brave little one.
Make a wish for each sad little tear.
Hold your head up though no one is near
Someone's waiting for you.
Don't cry little one.
There'll be a smile where a frown use to be
You'll be part of the love that you see.
Someone's waiting for you.
Always keep a little prayer in your pocket
and you're sure to see the light.
Soon there'll be joy and happiness
and your little world will be bright
Have faith little one
'Til your hopes and your wishes come true.
You must try to be brave little one.
Someone's waiting to love you

It's more applicable in my life right now hehe...Lolz...

PM ShiFt @ OR

Our first week duty at the operating room was finished, and although it was quite benign because we only had one operation per day, it was a fun experience because I was able to be a scrub nurse in one of the operation, it was thyroidectomy. At first,I was really scared(ganun talaga!), scared to do everything, scared to commit a mistake..but then I did have some mistakes. I even gave the wrong instruments, instead of thumb forcep,I gave a clamp, then instead of tie, I gave him the knife(bingi talaga). Overall, I did a nice job, even if there were mistakes..All I know is that I'd done my part.

When we had nothing to do, roaming around the area, storytelling, showbiz talks,picture taking and eating were the things that we usually do.

One thing I've learned is that you should face your fears. I really like to be a part of the team in the operating room. I like to experience the things that a scrubnurse or the circulating nurse usually do but there is that fear inside of me especially in maintaining sterility. And when it was my turn to be a scrubnurse at that time, the only words I told myself was "face your fears". What I was thinking at that time is that I like to experience it so I have to face it.I have to overcome my fear..

"When you want, like or feel something but you are afraid to try, feel and experience that thing, afraid of the outcome that you might get. You have to face all your fears, you'll never know the result if you dont face it." (sometimes it's easier said than done lolz)...